It’s All about Me and My Sense…
Have you ever feel that you have special power…? It’s not like special power that you can fly, or you have extra ordinary strength… But it is the power that you can feel something happen to your friends. It seem like you know if they have problems or not.
I don’t know what the power is… So I for now made a conclusion that it is my own sense. It happen when you see or stare at your friend’s eyes, then you’ll know that he/she having a problem… I can read facial reaction too… Perhaps, I know their body language. But when I ask them they never say that they have a problem or want to share it with me.
In this world… everybody need friends, so do I. But all I can say is I don’t even meet the real friend… All I can see is, people come and beg me when they have a favour or want me to help… Even though I know that it’s not right, but thank God that at least people comes to me for help.
Why I don’t any best friend? Friend to chat, friend to slap(perhaps), friend to bet, friend to share, friend to feel, friend to talk about fantasy, friend to share something unusual, friend to support you even though they are far from you.. Or even friend to make your life colourful…
Is there any solution for this matter..? I have that power… I can see people crying, I can see people sad, I can see people happy, I can see they have fun each other, I can see people in any expression. But for me, all I can see is FLAT… like my friend said, my voice is FLAT, my habit is FLAT, my soul id FLAT everything’s FLAT.
What to do..? I just need some space to find myself and my soul even though I know I already found my soul before I come to UiTM… Maybe they are not my age, and they have their own vision… But All I can say here, I’m TIGER and tiger know what they are doing and I believe people my age (Tiger) have the same feeling about our own sense.
Sorry… I lost My Rhythm…
I’m an observant..I observe ppl behaviours and attitudes..
I have that sense too..I could see or feel if one of my friends is having problems..it’s a sense of caring I would say..especially if it’s regarding my ubiquitous friends..
yes friends will come to seek our aid coz we are their friends but sometimes they will forget about the deed that we do..however we just can’t go and tell or brag about what have we done to them..itu mengungkit namanya..it’s insincere..those who are insincere are no friend at all..
Hey dude..lets me say something..be nice to them even they don’t appreciate it..u’ll feel much better..n don’t worry u that haven’t found ur best friend yet..the times will come but always bare in mind that they will not always be ur good friends forever..
I know because I got tonnes of best friends and some I have lost them..
Friends come and go..we win some and we have to let some go for the sake of us and them too..
Be nice n be urself
and btw..it’s ok to be flat..it’s different n being different is cool..embrace urself..love ur heart